Some time after being attuned to Reiki, I knew I could no longer ignore my body’s cries and keep pushing it on all levels to keep up in the life I had unconsciously created through fear, limiting beliefs, societal expectations.
I let go of the guilt and shame of having an illness that was not recognised by a lot of people and health professionals.
I let go of the expectations of myself, my employers and the people around me, that working hard is measure of strength and success and finally after 10 years of keeping going, I allowed my body to rest.
I looked at my life with a clearer perspective and slowly got rid of all the things that were causing me stress and ill health.
I became attuned to what would fulfil me and manifested opportunities to progress these in my life. I became fiercely protective of my own energy and stopped putting myself in situations that would drain me. I also became acutely aware of the negative thought processes that unfolded unconsciously in me every day and started to put distance between myself and what was running through my head.
I am now creating a life that is in alignment with my truest self and as a result the fatigue and depression have almost completely subsided.